Only now
The Egoic Self
Nor the pain body
Can survive
In surrender
Here and now I'll find my hope
Yesterday is far gone and tomorrow never comes
Here and now's where I belong
So tired of using the present moment as my stepping stone
Slow down
Look around
And be all here with me now
Silence, make a sound
Surrender to this power
Ego on me like a nametag, no
I done things wish I could take back, no
I just wantеd to fade out in the smoke
Hеre and now I'm finally home
I've realized all the love I need's within my soul
I thought I needed you, I don't
God has given me a purpose ill give up control
I can hear you breathing
Need someone to believe in
I won't waste no time on you
Need someone I'll rely on
No shoulder you can cry on
And I'm so done wasting lines on you
I was dead asleep I'm awake, I'm awake now
Someone hold me up before I break down
Someone hold me up before I break down
Wasn't doing great but I'm ok now
Burning down the walls in my safe house
Looking back at all of my mistakes now
Through all the darkness I done learned so many lessons
Turned my trauma into hooks and chord progressions
Found peace of mind and changed my whole perception
Turned my struggles into things that brought me blessings
Slow down
Look around
And be all here with me now
Silence, make a sound
Surrender to this power
Ego on me like a nametag, no
I done things wish I could take back, no
I just wanted to fade out in the smoke
I can hear you breathing
Need someone to believe in
I won't waste no time on you
Need someone I'll rely on
No shoulder you can cry on
And I'm so done wasting lines on you
I was dead asleep I'm awake, I'm awake now
Someone hold me up before I break down
But I'm just barely breathing
Need someone to believe in
I won't waste no time on you
Need someone I'll rely on
No shoulder you can cry on
And I'm so done wasting lines on you
I was dead asleep I'm awake, I'm awake now
Someone hold me up before I break down
Someone hold me up before I break down
Someone hold me up before I break down
Someone hold me up before I break down
Someone hold me up before I break down
Someone hold me up before I break down